What i encountered at the cafe yesterday truly sickens me. amusing isn't it, that despite knowing that i'm fully aware of all the shit you do behind my back, you could angelically hug and kiss me in front of my mother as if you'd done nothing wrong.How would you feel if someone you trust whole-heartedly, whom you thought could be the shoulder to lean on, happily exposes all your problems to others, making you seem like one idiotic fool? Wait, to make matters worse, wouldn't you be shocked since she told you that you could share anything with her and would be there to support you? That's exactly how i felt, after what i learnt this Raya.That some people just don't deserve any trust. Not that it only happened once. And when confronted, all she said was 'oh, i don't know you consider that a sensitive issue. Ah it's just a small matter yasmin.' How shocking. 'Thanks' oh dear relative. I just can't stand ppl who don't know when to watch their mouth. I don't see a need for such a friend.
In this world, i only have a few friends whom i can trust completely without the slightest doubt and it ain't you.
YES AH. The exams are OVA!! And it will be 15 more days before i come back from surabaya.. i so can't wait. Ah, unlike many others, i actually do a countdown to the end of my trip for I'm more interested in returning than going. Hais. Do take care ppl..
At last, the most dreaded and terrorising of papers is over and done with! And despite having vomitted out truckloads of info onto that answer booklet, i still feel that i could have written more more and MORE - an informational diarrhoea lah u can call it. Me aint going to think of it no more, waddaheck. Well sayonara Linguistics.. Next up, Grammar , which is lesser pain compared to linguistics. Actually ah,I still don't get why we have to study linguistics. It's not of much relevance to our course if we realise. Surely, we do not need to know the scientific details of how sounds are produced, to be able to teach language! And it's so not necessary (in fact not even advisable) to speak like the Queen right here IN SINGAPORE. You'll prolly be one of the few extra idiots who'd go 'Whot do you wont' n ' euh i waitid two wheul aus for yeu!' . Erk heuly shit.
I'll be leaving for Surabaya on the 23rd with my mum, grandma dearest and the makciks2 yg sewaktu dengannya. Upon receiving feedback from Wardah, i reckon it's going to be a long and draggy trip. Long ok! 2 weeks dey. And mummy's clever enough to reveal the duration of the trip only after the tickets were booked! Had i known, i would've crapped some excuse in time to avoid it :X
And for once, in my entire damn life, I AM SICK OF CHOCOLATES!! spent a night in the hostel pantry, along with 8 others, to produce 2000 chocolate cornflake cookies. Woke up feeling sick the next morning i tell you. Why 2000? For fund-raising hee..
Oh i had a blast yesterday. Amidst the deadlines, I managed to squeeze in some time for my chickies and my darling.
They have not changed one bit and i love them all the way they are for they are my true friends to whom i've revealed my ugliest side :)
Believe you me, my dad can be sucha softie at times.. He'd be shedding tears on birthdays and raya. Hehee
Love you mummy !!
Oh! Im in a full blown raya mood nw particularly bcause there's no school tmr and i get to see him again. yipee *skips around* and im no longer upset about the test i'd screwed up as i'd done better for the other tests. im all smiles again :)
1) I screwed up an email writing test. What a major embarrassment for a language teacher-t0-be. Im so annoyed with myself for spending to0 much time on the first question and ending up with only 5 minutes for the last ( which carried the most marks : 60 marks ah dont play play) A confirmed immediate failure.
2) My mood's further dampened with me failing the advanced theory test.
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He isn't here to console me since he is away in camp.
